I jus can't get it out....

Urgh...day by day it's the same....i jus donno y it's so hard....i can't live my life like this... damn...nvm...i shall wear my 'masks' when i am out....at least tat'll help...

I am so dead.
can't live like this.
A life jus so hard.
Nothing is this hard for me.
That this feeling i can't let go.
Like a rope being tied like a dead knot.
Even the sharpest things can't cut it.
There's only one way to break the knot.
Getting my heart broken into a million pieces like nvr before.
Only then it'll break.

Bored

Today nothing much...woke up at 1.30 pm today...long sleep...lazy la...cos no sch...den went online...played maple while downloading FF Advent Children...den watch it till now den finish...quite nice...touching also...now posting this...bb...

Ello thr....

Sigh..i guess being jus frens is jus much better...better than last time at least...frens are maybe better option den in a relationship...so likewise,i hope everything will be ok and our friendship will last...

Things...jus things..

Two things...sad and happy...

Sad,pain: I had to let go...she made it clear alr...

Happy,exciting: New yoyo-tricks -.-", and can play guitar alr..woohoo

Life...full of something....but mine is jus crap...

Sad life actually....i donno wat do ba...jus bored so i post this....tired mapling somemore fasting....URGH!...Wo...ai....

Diao..,now my chinese abit fluent le....talk too much chinese in maple...so i don even understand wat they trying to say le....nvm...i donno still got wat tricks to learn ba...my Legacy change string 4 times alr...haiz bb...i go bath...tag my blog if reading this pot....

Sad life actually

posting today to make up for yesterday cos too tired and slept till next morning...

Yesterday was actually the anniversary of the 1st day sms her which was on 21 August 2008...haiz...sadly her phone got problem so i didn't manage to tell her...sadly... nvm haiz...jus unlucky..

today is the first day of fasting and 3rd day of hungry ghost festival...i am a hungry ghost cos i fasting...get the link? diao....haiz...tired alr...bb ppl

Trying to be more sociable...?

This week not much thing happen...

Thursdays- okok la..fine day...After recess was abit ps...did say hi...den after tat Mr James Teo go sabo me...ask me carry his sutffs to 2E1...i asked," cher,u kidding rite?"...den he go push me until inside...ps alr...put his things on the table...den i zao out...walao sabo....nvm...i can see wat he trying to do -.-"...after sch went to suntec...gone to Spinworks to buy Legacy...okok nia since my other yoyo spoilt alr...managed to do some new tricks alr but had to sacrifice the old tricks sadly T_T...nvm tat...after suntec reached back sch at abt 5.15...den 6 go home...

Friday- another okok day...had assembly...sian i go slack at control room...LOL...nothing better to do...same old cyberwellness talk thingy ma...no nd listen...den after sch gone to prayers...reached back sch at abt 2.30...den go meet Kenny and went to suntec again...took 14...along the journey tyco meet Faisal and frens...they going to suntec also ma...on the bus, near Mountbatten Road,it was full alr...den one girl sat beside Faisal drop her hairclip so he helped her...reached suntec Faisal said," wah, she damn cute...should hav asked her number sia.." LOL...ya maybe u should...k nvm...went to Spinworks to learn the Plastic Whip...didn't manage to do it so far...only 2% chance cos i tyco do it twice alr...nvm tat...took MRT back...met Daphne...she going back home...alight at Bedok...took 222 back to sch...reached sch at 5.55 like tat...not many ppl thr...gone home at 7...

Today-nothing much...sleepy only...i online from 3 pm till now alr...i going sleep...bb...

:)

I dedicate this post to a song...i'll post abit of the lyrics...

"You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever"

I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan

..yes...i can wait forever...for u..

^^

This few days was nice^^...it's jus a nice feeling to have conv wif some1....National Day coming....Singapore's 44th Birthday...I wanna rmb yesterday's experience and today's...the days i must rmb...Always ^^

Coming soon...

OK...today posting for fun cos nothing happen...spent 11hrs online alr...first post of august...u all better tag if viewed this post-.-" haha...k nvm...11 pm i off liao...laptop explode i die...but it's a free laptop so i don mind...LOL...

read her blog...see,even she herself thinks tat she different abit these few days...i was right in my previous post? i not sure la...bb